spending time with primary school friends had reminded me of the past time where life had been so carefree.
i totally missed those times.
times when we pon cca together just to play catching.
times when we always pass little notes to each other.
times when we studied together.
times when we go crazy together.
times when we encourages each other.
imes when we cried together.
and most importantly times when we had crazy loads of fun with each other.
oh i REALLY REALLY miss those times
now in secondary sch,different sch,different CCAs and different schedules had made us too busy to go out together. :(

haha.i'm glad we went out today! :)
although at first was awkward but we slowly started warming up with each other
and soon it ended up with sand fights in Sentosa and water fights in Vivo
plus hide and seek and CAMWHORE-ING!
hehe.we're going out again before the sch starts!
and i'm really looking forward to it!
tata!

One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:

"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The LORD replied:
"My son, my precious child,I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,when you see only one set of footprints,it was then that I carried you."
written by Carolyn Joyce Carty

this story never fails to touch my heart in strange little ways. this story never fails to assure me too.=)

Thank You my Daddy God! =)

cca everyday after sch straight after exams are seriously killing me.
staying in sch until 6plus and reaching home at only 7plus 
it's seriously tiring ttm.
since after handover, i've been continuously sleeping in classes.
seriously. i slept in classes for the past few days even though lessons are going on
exams had just ended but some teachers had already started lessons.
i really miss the sec1s and sec2s day even though cca is physically tough
but now cca is both physically and mentally tough.
carrying 3 boxes of cookies each time to and fro from grotto to the TEN isn't a relaxing job at all.
haix.i'm so tired now that i am practically falling asleep typing this.
too bad i still can't sleep now T.T
still got proposal,badge and NYAA reflectionS to do.
sian cca tmr and on thur AGAIN

 I NEED A LONG SLEEP BEBORE I DIE. i actually woke up at 5 am in the morning to study physic lol. it is more productive but i almost died after the coffee i drank in the morning wore off. i was dozing off during chi and nearly banged my head on the table. TMR IS TRIGO TEST AND I HAVEN'T STUDY YET. OHMAN. fail already la.

MY SEP IS PACKED TO THE MAX . you can take a look at my hand-drawn calender on my notebook. i didnt that during emath coz i was bored. i'm proud to say that rachel thought it was printed. haha.

BYE I NEED TO SLEEP BEFORE I DIED.
i shall settle my hw in sch tmr morning 
and shyt i still owe NYAA reflections and OBS reflection

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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BACK FROM OBS
and i miss obs now.=(
WASHINGTON SERIOUSLY ROCKS
haha
when i step into the house the first thing my mom say was "WA!YOU GREW DARKER AND SKINNER!!!"
and i was super happy.
i'm too lazy to blog about OBS.maybe next time
i think i'm dumb
after i reach home i bathe and fell asleep right on the sofa with my CONTACT LENS on.
then suddenly i woke up at 6++  and rushes to the toilet.my eyes was super PAIN.
after i took out my contacts i fell asleep AGAIN! until 9.30 then woke up for dinner and slept AGAIN

LOL.LIKE A PIG RIGHT!! haha

gtg. i'm supposed to be chionging eng. oops!!

i think i'm crazy
lol.seriously i think i'm crazy to the max
ah.so paiseh thanks to THEM
today is finally the performance after many months of practises
I"M SUPER SAD!*cries and whines*
i think hwee and rac kind of being irritated by me
lol.
i think the 3 of us is crazy
we were public-ly singing loudly at hwee's void deck
then they started suaning my eng.
RAWR!
we spent most of the time laughing our heads off.
OHYA! SINGAPORE GOT H1N1 CASE ALREADY
MY MOTHER SAY SHE MAYBE LIVE NEAR US AS SHE LIVES IN BEDOK AREA
lol.lalalalala.currently i'm trying to waste time because i waiting for email




time and again
love never ends
finding freedom here
never letting go of You again
my saving grace
champion of our faith
finding freedom here
never letting out of you again

i'm bored,so i shall update
today had zone service.i was the first one in cell to reach.lol
I CUT MY HAIR AND I LOVE IT =)
not much people noticed it
went to eat ban mian with cell
then walking to parkway.
then i said one dumb sentence and the rest of them started suaning me
we went crazy at Gaint.
lol.i think there's something wrong with our cell today
all super high
then went arcade and camwhored
went home with yannis,hui yi and rachel
we ran for the last shuttle bus.lol
then rachel and hui yi super loud in the bus
me and yannis tried to pretend that we dunno them
let go KBOX!!!!!
anyone can recommend dramas for me to watch?
cause i'm super bored

i will sing,sing to You because You loved me

i dunno how am i going to survive the remaining 5 papers when 4 almost killed me.

first step towards my dream
not bad i guess???
actually i very happy leh
learn from experience
everything start with a step
one day i will fulfil my dream


i should stop doubting and start trusting